okie..another flashback! i really need to write things down when it happens so i wont forget. this entry is gonna be a long ass one! hehee...

{ 9-30-03, Tuesday } .. I came home from school and seen that the jar of shrimp (asians should noe what it is.. its puh-ock pakea in khmer. its kinda hard to write it in english..heh) that my mom was making is leaking. My grandma didnt check on it. And i found that the water hose was also leakin. The connector or w/e broke so the water was spraying hard. so I went over to see take a look at it, and the spraying water had made a huge hole in the ground! Yes..it sprayed that hard! I was like "Oh..NO. Shit." i told my grandma that she didnt check the jars, and its leakin really bad so it smells.  i was also in a rush to go to the bank and then pick my brother up from school, so i left instantly. i came back and turned the water off after i watered the leaking jar. As i came inside, my grandmother said that she already watered it and that why am i watering it again. i didnt even notice b/c the puddle of water looked like the leak. oh well...so then i told her not to use the water hose b/c i turned it off. She started bitchin at me saying that my mother told her to water the garden. But the water hose is broken...hello? dont water the plants then! i was gettin aggravated again. I cant take it anymore! she bitches at me about little things. Its my house! I know what i should do and dont! Jus dont water the freakin plants for a while..damn. i guess i sounded mean b/c of my tone of voice. i didnt curse at her or anythin okie..hehe. i was jus pissed off from the other things that happened, and it was really hot. so yea..we got into an argument b/c of that little thing. i picked up the phone to call my parents, and she was yellin, "go call grandpa to come bring me home if u hate me! i noe ure distgusted by me!" I was shocked to hear that. "WHAT!?" i never said shit! did i ever told her that i hated her? How come she's thinkin that!? goddamn! and she then said, "go ahead and tattle-tell on me! tell ure parents bad things about me!" OMIGOD! i cant believe this! i jus called my parents to ask for their permission if my friends can spend the night so we can work on our school project. i said something else to her, but i forgot what it was. i cant stand it anymore, so i talked back. usually i dont talk back..i jus keep my mouth shut and ignore it. but i couldnt this time. ive had enough..she misunderstood me. and my dad was laughin at me over the telephone. he thought that it was ridiculous of me to argue over a little thing with an old lady here.... (sighs) i give up.. cant write anymore. i forgot what really happened. i seriously have a memory problem..i cant remember anything. Things happen too fast. I cant keep up with things that happen all of a sudden. Everything was jus being thrown at me all at once. Confused, huh? heh